Guardians at the Gate

I find that the song "Guardians at the Gate" by Audiomachine pretty aptly describes my life.

There's a lot of running, a lot of being scared, an all-along tempo raising me higher toward what I think is my breaking point, terror and a deep sense of urgency, that if I do not do this now I will never do it, and alongside all of this the knowledge that this is what I was born to do. I must run- I must be scared- I must go forward anyway- I was created for this.